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To the beach
Some days I wake up and I have a lot on my mind- I wonder about what happened during my sleep. I can’t remember my dreams usually but I feel like my body remembers. So then my mental activity is quite … high. And today was one of those days. I woke up and felt…
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God, where have I been?
Well this is the thing – I have been in a rocky relationship with God for a long time. Since birth I was raised to believe that God was a certain way and represented a certain thing and liked things to be a certain way. So you had to be a certain way as a…
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I realized
So she worries. This is the phrase that I was given. I have to say that I just feel like I want to be here sitting in this position with my hands on the keyboard and that is why I am here. I am not sure what is coming out yet but I am sure…
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Still rolling…
So I did the thing. I did the thing I was a bit nervous about. Life really does move on and change and grow. It really does. No doubt about it. I am so amazed to think about how my experience of the last 24 hours has allowed me to realize how much I have…
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Every day.
Every day I want to write now. I have gotten into this lovely habit of writing first thing in the morning. Though I try to fight it, it feels good. I feel like there is a part of me that’s like – how are you giving priority to your mind over your body? The body…
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Cast it into the fire
This is a thing that I could do all the time (writing). I am in the process of looking for jobs. I’m not looking too hard yet but I’ve decided that I want to. I want to work for someone else who can teach me things. I want to be in an environment where I…
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Holding on to change.
Recently I’ve been taking in information from different places about change. Change is a constant in our life. Things cannot stay as they are, even if we hold on to them to try to get them to. It’s a funny thing really. Change. And to be honest I feel that I spend a lot of…
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Shame in being different.
The other day I wrote about how I know that I need to do things my own way. Today it hit me that I actually have a lot of shame in that. I harbor a lot of shame about being “different” and so that is in direct opposition to the core of my purpose which…
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How do we choose?
I want to share a few things that I know about myself. And a few things that I felt I had to be which really don’t suit me. That’s why I came in here. But I want to start off by saying that there are so many times when I want to just sit down…
