Category: .Thoughts.

  • Glenbower Woods.

    I am currently so overwhelmed by how much I have produced. I am thinking a lot about balance. A lot about nature. A lot about self-sabotage.. My preferred method is to use my voice. It feels really good to talk. And also knowing what I know about myself now, it makes sense that talking feels…

  • Every day.

    Every day I want to write now. I have gotten into this lovely habit of writing first thing in the morning. Though I try to fight it, it feels good. I feel like there is a part of me that’s like – how are you giving priority to your mind over your body? The body…

  • How do we choose?

    I want to share a few things that I know about myself. And a few things that I felt I had to be which really don’t suit me. That’s why I came in here. But I want to start off by saying that there are so many times when I want to just sit down…

  • Shower thoughts and showers of thoughts

    I learn a lot about myself, but how much do I experience of myself? OHHH man some days I can’t stop crying. Some days I just can’t stop. I feel that I don’t cry enough on a regular basis or something because it comes in floods and then it helps SO MUCH. I have so…

  • So where did you go?

    I feel you, I go back to that moment when you touched my shoulder and you said, “I’m gonna get drunk at your house on Christmas.” Weren’t we all so desperate to recreate Thanksgiving? That longing for belonging. I can’t be sure, but I think that the alcohol killed you as much as it soothed…

  • Feelings I love

    The other day as I was meditating, a memory flashed into my mind about a January day in 2017. I was on my way back to Ireland after a 5 week stay at home for the holidays. I had just finished my Masters and was celebrating that accomplishment. I was also in love. Deeply in…

  • I don’t know what to call it I just want to write it.

    I was wondering today – if I say I wonder instead of I think – then does it make it easier for me to put things out into the world?   Do you ever feel afraid to just say what you think? Question yourself like – well who am I to think that? How do…

  • A woman’s worth… a human’s worth.

    I listen to this song by Sabrina Claudio – it’s called As Long as Your Asleep…   She says – as long as your asleep, she’s not getting what you gave to me. And it’s interesting to me – I love this song so much. I really feel it on a level that seems like…

  • Stop Stopping.

    So just stop stopping.   I put up the paper again today after months of not having it up. I’m not sure why I do that to myself.   I went into the studio today even though with the way I felt – previously I would have just decided not to go. It made everything…

  • Do you have the time…

    Do you have the time to stop and wonder? -Sarah Baker I’m wondering about wondering now… meta-wondering. I am reading through a new magazine these days, it’s called Bella Grace magazine. My mom bought it for me and I think maybe she’s on to something. These people seem to be like me. Sarah Baker asked…