Today was a light day, full of relaxation and delicious food. On days like this, especially since it is Saturday, I can find it really easy to not sit down to write here.

However, I am self-disciplined. This discipline has sometimes been damaging to me because of how extreme I can be with commitments. At least in the past.

What I have learned about self-discipline over time is that there is an overall commitment that I have made.

The structure is there. That framework provides me with opportunity for liberation of my creative expression within that.

What the heck does this mean?

It means, I show up to write, but it doesn’t have to be as long as I wrote yesterday. Or as profound as last week. Or as deep as what I’ve been writing.

I am here, showing up to my commitment to write because that is the structure. What I write about and how long is up to me to be free with in that moment.

So today, I could have skipped out. But instead I remembered. And here I am.