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Why do I feel so much pressure?
An article about Capricorn season and its connection to a pressurized energy center in our bodies. Maybe some evidence to support you if you are feeling this pressure… to have it all figured out? to know your purpose in life? to have a New Year’s resolution? to stick to something? to hurry up and get…
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Past Me
Past me was worried about money, so she took things on to ensure that it would come. That she could make it. Present me is tired. And has to live through past me’s decisions. Past me thought this would solve the problem. Present me knows the problem isn’t money, it is feeling lack. Or lack…
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Internal torture
Sometimes I feel an internal agitation, chaos and torture inside. I am reminded now of my work with entropy. I was talking about it. In 2022. Sometimes I just feel really uncomfortable. I have a desire to expand my capacity to sit with discomfort. And to be uncomfortable. In these times, it feels like there…
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When I do this
When I do this, it is for me. I love that about this. It is for me. I can rest in it. Inadvertently it might be for others. We are all connected. But when I do this, it is for me. Thank you.
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Oh what a year it has been
2022. The unexpected. A life lived through solo eternity. A life lived through eternal longing self-acceptance and loss. Lots of loss. Pain with loss and grief that has been waiting to be felt. Letting go of things I thought were me. Letting go of things I thought were my life. Saying hello to parts of…
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Adulthood
I really want to connect this to my podcast because this is what I want to talk about on this week’s episode. We shall see. I came across a post today that someone said, ‘I am 21 now and I realize I am a fully-fledged adult.’ It struck me. 21 was just over 10 years…
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Whispers from little B
Awh little B, you are so sweet. This year, this holiday season, I am filled with mixed emotions. I am acknowledging how it feels time to truly give myself time to sit within the feelings, the pain, the confusion, now. This morning on my walk I was sifting through some of the incessant thoughts. These…
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Sometimes
Sometimes I feel like you all failed. Sometimes I feel like I was deceived. Sometimes I feel like you lied. Sometimes I want to hate you. Sometimes I want to cry. Sometimes I do. Sometimes I can’t believe how we got here. Sometimes I am reminded of how I could see it so clearly. Sometimes…
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What is the point?
Now I don’t feel sad about this. Or morbid about it either. I feel so deeply curious that sometimes the curiosity tips the scale into desperation. Then I am reminded that I may never know theeeee point or I may not find out until I die. So then I back off. But what if I…
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Some days
Some days it just doesn’t happen. Some days I wake up angry. Some days I feel like I don’t know what to do with myself. Some days I have no idea what I want to eat. Some days I feel like cooking everything that we have in the fridge. Some days my heart physically hurts,…
