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Love and desire
Well I remember being told that if you love someone you do things for them and with them even if you don’t want to. Because it doesn’t take much to make their day. And how much can it really hurt you to do that for them? So … love is doing things you don’t want…
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On the one hand
Awh man I really do feel the pressure of words sometimes. And you know what else ? Proof. Proving things. And the paradox of life. On the one hand I am an investigator. On the other hand I have nothing to prove. On the one hand I am an inquirer. On the other hand I…
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Why do I feel so much pressure?
An article about Capricorn season and its connection to a pressurized energy center in our bodies. Maybe some evidence to support you if you are feeling this pressure… to have it all figured out? to know your purpose in life? to have a New Year’s resolution? to stick to something? to hurry up and get…
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Whispers from little B
Awh little B, you are so sweet. This year, this holiday season, I am filled with mixed emotions. I am acknowledging how it feels time to truly give myself time to sit within the feelings, the pain, the confusion, now. This morning on my walk I was sifting through some of the incessant thoughts. These…
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Mars retrograde in Gemini
An article about the planet Mars in the sign of Gemini. When I decided to write these articles this was the first topic I brainstormed about. I had a revelation about what having Mars in Gemini brings to my life and specifically what it feels like this time around because Mars is retrograde. So when…
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Layers
There are so many layers to being here. Here in this life, here on this planet, here in this body. I love words so much and yet sometimes they fail me. Sometimes they aren’t good enough. And at times they really feel like… I don’t have the depth to comprehend them. So do I really…
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Sometimes
Sometimes I feel like you all failed. Sometimes I feel like I was deceived. Sometimes I feel like you lied. Sometimes I want to hate you. Sometimes I want to cry. Sometimes I do. Sometimes I can’t believe how we got here. Sometimes I am reminded of how I could see it so clearly. Sometimes…
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What is the point?
Now I don’t feel sad about this. Or morbid about it either. I feel so deeply curious that sometimes the curiosity tips the scale into desperation. Then I am reminded that I may never know theeeee point or I may not find out until I die. So then I back off. But what if I…
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Some days
Some days it just doesn’t happen. Some days I wake up angry. Some days I feel like I don’t know what to do with myself. Some days I have no idea what I want to eat. Some days I feel like cooking everything that we have in the fridge. Some days my heart physically hurts,…
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Not everything is as it seems …
And that’s okay. It doesn’t always feel okay. In fact it only feels okay right now haha! It’s taken a long time to get here actually, to the point where I can allow myself to be in my process, in real time, without feeling like I can only present it or exchange with it outside…
