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Oh what a year it has been
2022. The unexpected. A life lived through solo eternity. A life lived through eternal longing self-acceptance and loss. Lots of loss. Pain with loss and grief that has been waiting to be felt. Letting go of things I thought were me. Letting go of things I thought were my life. Saying hello to parts of…
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Adulthood
I really want to connect this to my podcast because this is what I want to talk about on this week’s episode. We shall see. I came across a post today that someone said, ‘I am 21 now and I realize I am a fully-fledged adult.’ It struck me. 21 was just over 10 years…
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Whispers from little B
Awh little B, you are so sweet. This year, this holiday season, I am filled with mixed emotions. I am acknowledging how it feels time to truly give myself time to sit within the feelings, the pain, the confusion, now. This morning on my walk I was sifting through some of the incessant thoughts. These…
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Mars retrograde in Gemini
An article about the planet Mars in the sign of Gemini. When I decided to write these articles this was the first topic I brainstormed about. I had a revelation about what having Mars in Gemini brings to my life and specifically what it feels like this time around because Mars is retrograde. So when…
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Layers
There are so many layers to being here. Here in this life, here on this planet, here in this body. I love words so much and yet sometimes they fail me. Sometimes they aren’t good enough. And at times they really feel like… I don’t have the depth to comprehend them. So do I really…
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Sometimes
Sometimes I feel like you all failed. Sometimes I feel like I was deceived. Sometimes I feel like you lied. Sometimes I want to hate you. Sometimes I want to cry. Sometimes I do. Sometimes I can’t believe how we got here. Sometimes I am reminded of how I could see it so clearly. Sometimes…
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What is the point?
Now I don’t feel sad about this. Or morbid about it either. I feel so deeply curious that sometimes the curiosity tips the scale into desperation. Then I am reminded that I may never know theeeee point or I may not find out until I die. So then I back off. But what if I…
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Self- doubt
Okay I have this idea that I will write posts about all the ‘self’ words that are a part of my journey or that I love and I’ll have a series on here called Self- . So we shall see how that goes. I am in the depths of contemplating doubt and how it shows…
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I embrace
Recently, I have had a number of indications that I am “coming back home to myself”. Yesterday I woke up with such an excitement about Neptune transiting my chart. I have been preparing to start writing articles on here about the things I am learning about and now I am wondering if this should be…
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I allow
This is hard for me because I am realizing how much energy I spend on not allowing what is already happening. So I am deepening my dedication to my yoga practice in a 300 hour training this year. It started in September and will run until August. One of the things my teacher is sharing…
